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Spare Change

by Aaron Lepley

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That ignorant slut couldn’t get it together All of the times and the rest of forever Here I stand by the side of the highway Watching all the cars that happen to fly my way All the skies clouds have been parted For the one recently departed And I’m standing here with my heart in a mess There’s blood on my fingertips and all of the rest Semis and flybys and exits and bye byes Solos and no goes and cities and street signs And all the goodbyes, all the goodbyes I freeze in the sun and melt in the snow I’m incompatible wherever I go And the water constantly flows from the tips of the clouds Blankets of raindrops and ungraspable shroud I’m ready to drift in the fog I’m ready to drift in the fog I'm ready
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Today 03:56
The past keeps on calling and my heart is falling In the corner of a dark room with a needle and a spoon and I'm very happy today My children are all gone Anita, Tim, and Tom My heart is in the basement There isn't a replacement for the girl waiting upstairs I just wish I could make it up the stairs to the room filled with color and her sister and her brothers and I'm very happy today The sky's clouds are grey and my mind is far away Distant friends are waiting and I'm just contemplating whether soul is still alive My bees have left their hive and I'm very happy today Tara and the room waiting for the bride and groom my eyes are filled with smoke and I'm much happier this way and I'm much happier this way
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Sad Sally's back at the house tryin' to work all of her problems out. Mad Marie is here with me askin' me questions 'bout Charity. She drank some beer and disappeared. The colors changed and the scene became queer. Marianne got stuck in the can. Beat her way out with a bucket of ham. We shared a smile and drank for a while. Picked up the phone and she started to dial. Called some friends from around the bend. They all came over and it started again. I'm somewhat ashamed of the deeds I've done. Paul took the money and I held the gun. We took the loot and ran for the hills with a handful of happiness and a mouth full of pills. Living in this glass house I built; my smile's about as large as my guilt.
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Rolled into Nassau at a quarter to ten Those flashing lights shining behind me again All of the while he stood and smiled He took my name and through it into the pile You've been to Hollywood, you think you're doin' so good No use to change or pack Because there's no way back Down on main street the hustlers walk in file Takin' your money with a devilish smile They bring you down so low and love it when it hurts You dig the grave they'll shovel on the dirt All of time you don't even know It's not how far, but how low you go Out on the board walk the junkies are stacked There's no way back I'm down in Tulsa tryin' to smile Don't expect me to be back for a while This woman gave me love and took away my worry Then she took my money and left in a hurry Just when you think its alright, you find out it's all jive No time to change or pack Baby, there's no way back
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It seems that through the passing time your judgement has been thrown off Where once you bread an air of warmth now all you do is cough Your eyes once shone a bright true blue now faded to a brown Where once I stood a man of pride now only stands a clown It began not too long ago on a bright and sunny morn Our eyes shown across a sea of sadness and a priceless love was born To the chains around my heart she did hold the key A woman I once thought a queen has made a joker out of me She took away my sadness, my sorrow, and my pain In return I gave her all my love but she took it in vain I gave her my everything including the whole word Where once I saw a woman no I only see a girl
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Stumble 'round like a moron Walk into the wall Fall into the backseat I hit my head on the floor Live in confusion Trip and fall Squirm around on the carpet Write around in a hole Can't forget you Can't forget you
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Well, the party is over The lights have turned grey I’ll head for October not April or May She fled to the airport with a suitcase of brown I lost my poor cohorts I feel I’m goin’ down I flew through Chicago for your eyes to see I took on the water in Cincinnati I looked out my window at towns passing by I grabbed on your halo and never asked why Said the weather could get better then she started to frown I’m goin’ down I grabbed my Saint Christopher and rushed for the streets Oh, I lost my sweet sister I feel incomplete I crawled through dark cities countries and towns Her eyes were so pretty And now, I’m goin’ down Said one day we’ll be okay So I grabbed on her gown I’m goin’ down Goin’ down
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The River 04:22
Your mind is an open book so easy for me to read I've searched down deep inside and have taken what I need There's something locked inside of her that needs to be set free A girl with pretty eyes and a face that needs to bleed Your mouth pronounces madness your eyes express anger So many htings I'd like to know but I was too afraid to ask her Jesus was alive so was my brother I know it's gonna end sometime soon one way or another I'm sitting in a white house staged by a river Thinking of a girl I knew and all the love I couldn't give her
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Why did you leave? In the morning I was home I’d sit and wait around But you weren’t there I tried to find you I tried to remind you Why did you cry? I said I wasn’t bad I’d hold you in my arms but you’re not there I tried to see you I tried to be you What did you say? It don’t matter anyway When the heart is gone It don’t come back again
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Trout 01:05
I don't do no promotional work, no and I don't kiss no stinky jerks, no I said "I'm outta here" And then a trout appeared And then we drank some beer And then he disappeared She came from San Tropez And took my trout away I said "Come back, ok?" She said "What did you say?" So I left for Hollywood Just like a stankweed should And there my trout he stood And boy, I sure felt good Trout! Trout! Trout! Trout! Trout! Za za za za Za za za za Za za za za Za za za za
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Now she's livin' in West Virginia and I'm down in San Anton She said "I'm tired of tryin' to win ya Now I'm livin' my life alone" I've been workin' at the Lone Star Saloon Cleanin' tables and sweepin' floors Spend my evenings staring at the moon Dreaming of what ain't no more I've been livin' in a flatbed pickup down the road from the Alamo Then the man come says "It's time to get up" You gotta know when it's time to go There's ties that break and ties that bind and there's some that don't do at all When you try to tie tow hearts unkind You know those are bound to fall
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She said don't cry for lost angels or for the deep Cincinnati blues Don't waste time on broken highways 'cuz I'm savin' all my love for you She said don't cry for sister morphine or for sad and darkened hues Don't lose yourself in sweet sadness 'cuz I'm savin' all my love for you She said don't cry for darkened sunshine or struggles that you're bound to lose Don't you drown in desperation 'cuz I'm savin' all my love for you She said don't drown in crooked alleys searching for lost clues Don't you hide in forgotten doorways 'cuz I'm savin' all my love for you Don't waste time on lost martyrs or churches with broken pews Don't bleed for hiding devils 'cuz I'm savin' all my love for you Don't flee from whores of glory Don't you sleep in gold in gold saloons Don't waste our broken heartache 'cuz I'm savin' all my love for you
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Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Brian's cryin' from the trouble he's hidin' Yeah, he's cryin' from the trouble he's hidin' Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready The dogs are barkin' when my car is parkin' Dylan's thinkin' that he should be drinkin' Andy's quiet 'bout quittin' his diet Damon's jokin' 'bout the shit we been smokin' Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready
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Sometimes you get ahead Sometimes you wind up dead Sometimes you fly away Sometimes you're stuck to pay She said I take too long I said you wait too long I guess I ain't that strong Sometimes I'm always strong Oh, yeah hey hey hey That's the way it goes, I know Sometimes you get real high Other times, you still get high Sometimes you gotta lie I never thought she'd say goodbye
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Moonlight 05:06
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Zero 07:22
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Since you left me by the windowsill With a bottle of Red Stripe I won't walk with anyone to the Texaco But I will stay home naked and stoned I'm waiting for something So I broke the phone. Nothing to assume Cleaning the stalls I won't walk with anyone to the Texaco But I will stay home naked and stoned I'm waiting for something And I will not talk to anyone until you come home But I will say "No, leave me alone" I'm waiting for the one I love
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Wedding Gown 03:37
Whiskey riverbed Found a place to rest my head Grass has turned the footprints brown Wearin' Mama's wedding gown After school special room Sweeping with a broken broom Falling on a dirty dime Find it hard to get the time When I'm falllin' down I feel like screamin' When I hit the ground I feel like dreamin' When you hold my hand I feel you steamin' When the walls are sand I see 'em leaning down Standing in a dirty shoe Burning in a hand of glue Hitchhike on the interstate Broken axle rollerskate Lean out window golden hair Todd and Sandy in despair Backwood train tracks still a smokin' In the leaves I'm still a chokin' When I'm falllin' down I feel like screamin' When I hit the ground I feel like dreamin' When you hold my hand I feel you steamin' When the walls are sand I see 'em leaning
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Cornholio 07:01
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Tequila Moon 01:09
Tequila moon be shining in your eyes Trickling down under Montezuman skies Oh, Seraphina, it sure was nice to meet ya But the moon has set and I bet tomorrow it wont be the same
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I feel good and I'm not too sure what it's all about. I better stop thinkin' before I find answers, situations, scenes, and doubt. She told me not to worry, 'cuz it will all fall in place. I somehow couldn't believe her when I saw the look on her face. The dusty road we travel down sometimes seems dark and strange. You never know the good from the bad without difference or change. She smiled sweetly and softly, walked through and out the door. It's hard to believe what once you had just ain't there anymore. We were almost there, I could see it clear right in front of my eyes. The bad went to worse. I felt lost and cursed; tangled up in lies. I felt unkind in the back of my mind and all became withdrawn. Some can't see what others need, strength and courage gone. Summer's almost here; I can fell it near, just like years ago. Where it went and who were are now, I will never know. I remember one evening by a riverbed watching the sun and waves. I gave it my all and started to fall now neither of us are the same. I flew to other countries; I flew to other states. I've been trying, somehow, to get bak to her, but I always arrive too late. I was out one night at a restaurant with a couple old friends of mine. There was something he said that stuck in my head "Our lives are nothing in time." So, I thought of her and eternity, and how it all fades behind. There was nothing I could do, so I lit a smoke and ordered a glass of wine. I saw here one night in the city, she was wearing a silver dress. We said hello and my mind felt slow, then I had to confess. I told her I was lonely; she told me of experience. She said she's been wed, my face turned red, and I haven't seen her since. Now I'm spending my days in a haze, playing a broken guitar. Trying to put it all together, but I never get too far.
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Lazy Hand 02:38
She’s got cocaine eyes And all the nitrus highs Since she cut the ties I knew you’d be surprised I’m feeling incomplete I bet she tastes sweet Just keep your hands to yourself You ain’t no high class shit I struggle with my arms You struggle with your charm You tapped out all your veins Looks like you’re screwed, motherfucker A feeling so intense You put up your defense You gotta save yourself I don’t give a fuck about Monday Gotta give it up Ain’t no Jesus with his loving cup You gotta see yourself I’m lookin’, but it’s not too clear You gotta hold it inside You gotta tie it tight Sometimes you gotta feel I feel it’s comin’ near Sometimes it gets to close And least becomes the most I’m disappearing nightly I’m fading hard and fast I tried to convince her But she wouldn’t listen I shot a gram week I could hardly speak Scene seems so much clearer I feel it getting nearer I’m fixed and broken like glass I’m shattered and ripped to shreds I’ve got a lazy hand Someone should understand I know I’m still alone My self esteem is blown Can you see me standing there? I’m feeling everywhere My strength is almost gone When something's not right, it’s wrong
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She once said something that stuck with me It stuck hard and good She said she's meet me in a week so, and me, I knew she would. She was a brown haired Betty from Tennessee who moved out to Hollywood When she says she can do it I know she can I know she can and could She arrived 'round 7 or half past 8 in a Lincoln powder blue With a loaf of bread and whiskey rye you can have your cake and eat it too I rolled in on the railroad line with a handful of pork and beans and you know me, I was right on time lookin' hard and mean The conductor said "Where's your ticket, boy?" I musta left 'em in my other pair of jeans He squinted, put his hands in his pockets and was lookin' really mean Well, he threw me off before I could cough, left me by the tracks Well, I put on my hat and grabbed my sack You know, I didn't look back I rolled into town about sundown in a '64 brown coupe I ran into Fred at the old homestead and, you know, he gave me the scoop He said to me "She was here, you see, She's come, gone, and went." So, I grabbed my stuff and took a puff and opened up a vent I grabbed my sack and slapped it on my back and turned toward L.A. I knew inside, if I caught a ride, I could be there in three days.
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Royal Flush 02:03
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Salt Peter 01:41
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Seascape 01:56
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Royal Fuck 03:39
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Rotar 03:38
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Centigrade 04:17
It's the chill I instill upon myself and the fever that you fight me with It's natural disaster of your plaster eyes and the delicate dirt you live It's the celebrated liquid it's limpid and delicious I's eat seven dishes if you gave me all your kisses If you you weren't so vicious i'd fulfil your secret wishes The desire inside is why the outside itches Just give me half of what you got 'cuz I can't stand the pain anymore You're gonna have to take it with a melody or, baby, don't take it at all It's the virulent deterrent that draws me in and the aspersions of your withdrawal When the climate's cold and the winter sets in The centigrade is visible beneath your skin And the mercury's droppin' and the mercury's droppin' and your blood's too thin If you're gonna shake it shake it off on me oh, baby, don't shake it off on him If the fever's risin' high and it's too much to bear just take off your skin. Then you'll know how I feel.
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Andy 03:58
400 pounds an edible socialite Blast out all reason with a can of dynamite Acrylic paint sideburns turn on the reruns Take a shot of whiskey from the barrel of a shotgun Burrito mouth braces with a double barrel inkwell Smoking up tulip petals bong-hit bombshell Soda pop mop top Cheez-Whiz nightmare Rippin' off a hobo for a dollar bus fare Ten foot tonails slice out eyeball Beer drunk pool fiend phony ass pratfall Barrels of stains with wicked persuasion Puffin' on a blunt Taco Bell invasion Pukin' in the back yard cigar hand landfill Talkin' shit with Satan sittin' on a pinwheel Glue-fire nightmare downtown apocalypse Burnin' down the coffee house chicken on my fingertips
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Little Liza 00:48
Lay your head down little Liza Lay your head down low There is nothing to be said now It's time now to go It's time to go to sleep now Yes, it's time, I know There is no need for to speak now I already know
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Piano Rag 01:14
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Why try to keep me when it's so nice to be apart? When did you change your mind and make me become so unkind? Your face at the window Your face at the window Why won't you let go Why won't you let go You cry in your sleep and can't explain what you meant when you called my name Hide in the back seat You hide in the back seat and close your eyes daily You close your eyes daily Why won't you listen when I try to explain we were never together and thats how it remains Why do I try to hide my hate? I look at you and can't relate Why did I stay with you as long as I did? Who was I trying to kid? You wait in the bushes You wait in the bushes and go through my garbage and go through my garbage You keep little things that remind you of me a sock, a shoe, various debris You kneel at your shrine You kneel at your shrine Light your damn candles your scented candles and say a nice prayer to bring me back there to where you are, but I'm happy apart
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Why are you leaving me? Why are you deceiving me? Life is a bullet Women are windows My eyes are slowly closing The trigger, please pull it Break her bleak halo For soon we must leave or we will be imposing Lover be careful My heart is enamel We now must be cautious The game’s grown obnoxious Let us become drunk to forget The sum of or lives is regret Let us become drunk to remember None of these things last forever
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Hope 02:17
Bow your head in silence Wait for the world to end Rush back to church Hope you can remember Feel slight desperation Don't let it slip Hold back your fear running to a faceless girl Accept the world Accept yourself Breathing underwater Accept yourself Accept your death Breathing underwater Hope you drown
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Subterfuge 03:37
Bleeding on the bed again, ghosts echo up my spine. Geographically crippled, prosaic and supine. Is that your arm around my shoulder, or a noose around my neck? You’ve lost your files in your folders and your truce to protect. Companies of chaos, and no ground for respect. No enemies to speak of, at least none we can detect. The seats smell like pussy, and the streets smell like blood. Nail me to a lamppost spilling from your golden tongue. The trees are bending over; they’re bowing in lament There’s no time for poetics or pallid sibilance. You don’t need me anymore, not that you ever did. You don’t love me anymore, not that you ever did. You don’t love me anymore, not that you ever could.
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Mammalapuram 02:50
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Inde/Nyon 02:57
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Black Book 01:12
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Ooty 03:02
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Hello, it’s me. I’ve come to say farewell I’ve had a lovely time as you can tell But it’s getting late and your patience is growing old I guess I’ll head out to someplace like Maine Where the summers are real cool and the winters are the same And find myself a cabin, a nice place to settle down I cherish our time together and you I’ll never forget Those nights of cafés filled with drinks and cigarettes And that one time you sang a sweet song to me Our money was scarce but our hearts were strong For a couple of dollars we’d work all day long And your bicycle you rode all around town Time’s running late and there’s a long haul ahead You can’t get stuck in the past, you gotta look ahead, But it’s so hard to turn and start again. Hello; it’s me. I’ve come to say goodbye Maybe be someday we’ll meet when the waters aren’t so high And we’ll swim to each other and get lost in the surf
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Horsefinger 07:21
Feet in the stirrup Hand under the saddle Horsefinger You wanna ride a cow But you don’t know how Horsefinger Stable’s too small You had to fall Horsefinger Purple nail Hay in a pail Old salt brick You feel like a dick Horsefinger Hit the straw lost the draw Horse Face in the hay What can I say? You ain’t come one Your work ain’t done Foreign recluse My neck’s in a noose Horsefinger
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Crystal smoke and your mind is broken 98 miles per hour Naked and alone there’s no one home Into a corner you cower What you bought was cheap, You can barely speak It woulda happened one way or another Your thoughts will flee, you cant even read Can you say motherfucker? It’s not too hard. That’s what you are. Say it. I bet you could if you tried Don’t try to deny it, there’s no way to hide it Did you think I had lied? Your uptown pad One room aim’t bad Can you see how youre livin A disease that’s new Did it get you too Heard lotsa people are givin’ Your friends, city folk Heavy drinks and smokes Hey, there goes another Wrapped up in silk Skin pale as milk Their faces are covered A distant thought That you almost caught Hey, how about that? Is your head still together? I couldn’t tell whether you were sleeping Or knocked out flat
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That ignorant slut couldn’t get it together All of the times, and the rest of forever Here I stand by the side of the highway Watching all the cars that happen to fly my way All the skies clouds have been parted For the one recently departed And I’m standing here with my heart in a mess There’s blood on my fingertips and all of the rest Semis and flybys and exits and bye byes Solos and no goes and cities and street signs And all the goodbyes, all the goodbyes I freeze in the sun and melt in the snow I’m incompatible, wherever I go And the water constantly flows, from the tips of the clouds Blankets of raindrops and ungraspable shroud I’m ready to drift in the fog I’m ready to drift in the fog I'm ready I'm ready
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motorcycle 03:44
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Turn 02:27
Constantly moving, never stopping to catch a breath Spinning like a carousel, tumbling to your death I can't take it anymore, bottled deep inside Letting out my hatred, to strong to hide Swimming in a sea of endless thought You'll never learn Strangled to unconsciousness Now its my turn
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L.A. 03:18
I'm havin' the worst L.A. dream It breaks your legs and makes you wanna scream A pig kicks your head in 'til you bleed out your eyes The devil comes in many shapes and disguises A nasty little town full of broken dreams The empty streets are filled with your screams Lost my heart Lost my mind Lost myself in L.A. Can't get away L.A.'s heart is in the shape of a girl; It pulls out your eyes and takes and takes away the world A heart so strong you don't let go What happens now you never know A heart so strong you can't penetrate A hate so deep you detonate Lost my heart Lost my mind Lost my soul in L.A. Can't get away Pimps, sluts, and dealers and much, much more all wait for you outside your door City of Angels fallen from heaven Give me a break, you work at 7-11 Give up and you go straight to hell your life ain't worth it, it's just as well Lost my heart Lost my mind Lost myself in L.A. Can't get away There ain't no L.A. woman no more, they've all been replace by a bunch of whores. In L.A.
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Born To Live 03:39
Anytime would be a good time for you to stop and say hello But it has been such a long time so long I almost let it go But I don’t wanna let it go You might see me in the city You might catch me at a show But you’d never even notice ‘cuz your eves are always closed It could have been so nice if you thought about it twice But you never even tried I’m a shining constellation You’re another fallen star I’ll be living in the city while you’re drowning at a bar Some were born to take others born to give Some were born to die but I was born to live
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If you’re lost in this world Feeling like the last girl Just wait ‘till the end of the world I’ll tuck you in tight But tomorrow we might wake up at the end of the world The dead shall all rise Staring at you w/ hollowed out eyes Bringing you to your demise at the end of the world Good deeds may you have But the dead shall all laugh It means neigh at the end of the world When you hold me so near It all comes so clear That we’re only here for so long When the last trumpet blows No one truly knows For whom it is blowing for. Will ever there be Room for you and me Waiting at the end of the world? We’ll all rest in peace With our heads six feet deep Buried at the end of the world It doesn’t have to be the best house It only has to be ours Just our house We all only last for so long Like a splash in a pond Or the flash at the end of the world I’ll hold you tight But one day we all might Disappear at the end of the world I’ll always be your boy If you’ll always be my girl And we’ll stay together ‘till the end of the world
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We came together that night We held our breath like a new song Upon a fluke and new languages She came to me like a dream Dark and lovely she was Darker than my fondest reverie Held together with shoelaces and glue Held together by nothing It’s just like that old song we sing “Let’s see what the new day brings.” If it brings nothing at all Then we’re probably better off She held me tighter than death Closed eyes and sweet wine on our breath We watched the sun spill Through the window in the morning We’re almost the same We’re almost in the same amount of trouble When you’ve pawned all you’ve gained It costs twice as much to get it back It’s just like that old song we sing “Let’s see what the new day brings.” If it brings nothing at all Then, we’re probably better off Dark and lovely like the night Dark and lovely like your kisses, Baby Dark and lovely like your skin Like this trouble we’re in Dark and lovely like this song And like everything wrong When the world falls away Forever shall you remain Dark and lovely
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When your friends have all left you and your lies hold no truth You rely upon tactics so rude and uncouth You display disillusions like a porno film booth We’re just pawns in your game where the ante’s your youth If I’m runnin’ away it’s ‘cuz you’re runnin’ me down Your mouth speaks so senseless yet utters no sound Worth wastin’ my time on like dirt in the ground Each ounce of your pleasure equals pain by the pound Your soul’s up for stake well, nothin’ ain’t free But you’re tryin to drive that stake right through me So just leave me alone and let me be free All that glitters ain’t gold nor worth what it seems You speak of your sorrow you speak of your pain You speak of no tomorrow like this life is a stain Upon these lithe lonesome memories you hold close in vain You can’t own what you’ve borrowed like you can’t own the rain The old midnight hour is now close at hand And I be holdin’ my baby who sure understands That you can’t own a woman and you can’t own a man You can’t turn coal to diamonds in the palm of your hand
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When you left your home there in that city You found darkness wherever you’d roam Then you came here to this city And found that you weren’t so alone You came to me on Cuban heels and bruised arms I never could turn you away As all dreams must fade in the morning You knew you never were here to stay Sometimes I cry for the lonely Sometimes no reason at all Now I’m cryin’ ‘cuz you left me And you’re not here for me to hold in my arms If you ever come back to this city Baby, you’re never alone If you find yourself here on my doorstep You’ve found yourself a home
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Hands/Feet 02:36
I love your hands I love your feet I love the way you stop and look at me I get upset when you regret everything I’ve come to be I shouldn’t have stayed I should have moved I should have done something Anything Anything’s better than nothing and nothing’s better anything at all I never wanted this to happen I never wished this upon us Why does it always end this way? I never meant to upset you I never looked into the mirror I only tried to break it I guess I couldn’t accept it I only wanted to believe it I never wanted to deceive you I only wanted to keep you and have you stay Don’t walk away
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Here come the kittens prancing down the street wearing calico mittens on their argyle feet It feels as though I've been bitten by something sweet I'm bleeding on the outside, but deep inside I'm fine I wear razors on my eyelids most all of the time That bloodstain on my sleeve is just worn for a friend I swear it's all the truth, he's just waitin' 'round the bend Romeo's in hiding and Juliette's a whore after the tiniest taste she just had to have more But I had to laugh, 'cuz I've had 'em once or twice and out of all honesty, neither was that nice Rimbaud looks unexciting, but he's the one you want He'll cut your eye with glass and pretend it wasn't his fault HIs innocent look will make you give in He'll tel you it's all heaven, when you know it's just a sin My head's a molten montage of dark disdainful thought I smoked so many cigarettes, man, my fingernails feel hot My stomach's warm with whiskey and my eyeball's filled with gin My hands are hot with heartache and my wrists have turn to fins I'll make an eager waitress and all above is fine She'll make my coffee sparkle and my eggs and toast will shine Now Pedro's become impatient with his fifty grams of fat He thought it was a beehive, but know he's not sure where it's at The jive is moving slowly and crawling down my back I fucked them in the alley and I said I was a cat He held on the ladies, but he really liked the guys He wore a chiffon overcoat and lightning on his eyes
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I’m like a cat in a bag I’m like an oil soaked rag I’m the raised black flag I’m the horse bit that gags I’m just a fool for your love I’m a teen with stained jeans A soldier fresh and green Wet behind the ears Lapping up your tears I’m just a fool for your love I’m queer behind this veneer A marquis with no premier A fisherless pier A three legged deer I’m just a fool for your love I’m a train with no tracks I’m the cheese with no mac Billiards not racked A junkie with no smack I’m just a fool for your love You’re a twat with no cock A gold ring in hock The writer’s block A boat dry docked I’m still a fool for your love I’m just a fool for your love I’m just a fool for your love I’m just a fool for your love I’m just a fool for your love But, Baby, You’re just a fool
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I got no hair, but my baby don’t care and that’s alright with me My dog don’t bite, but he barks all night and that’s alright with me There’s a hole in my roof where the rain pours on through and that’s alright with me This old motel is dark and it smells and that’s alright with me The bottle’s half gone I’m drunk singin’ songs and that’s alright with me If I get too loud I might get thrown out but that’s alright with me When Jesus returns Everybody gonna learn The sinners gonna burn The righteous get what they’ve earned and that’s alright God made dirt and dirt don’t hurt and that’s alright with me I love when you flirt and hike up your skirt and that’s alright with me Show me some leg, and make me beg ‘cuz that’s alright with me
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Can't go to sleep with the radio on Open up the window, air conditioning's gone It's water for the dog and whiskey for me The ghost of your memory is haunting me Somethings we should remember and others we forget but I can't recall which is which, so I light another cigarette in the kitchenette The cats are scratching, crying, begging to be fed sometimes when I be shavin' with my razor I wish I'd slip and slice my throat instead I can't take it here with you, but I can't make it on my own I don't ever want to see you, but how I wish you'd come home You gotta let me be Let me be...etc
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Darling, you know I would never hurt you, and I wont treat you like a fool. You know that I would never desert you, or break any of your precious rules. I hear you speak of your frustration, which way to go, or this and that. You promise me your self-deprication, I know that’s not where it’s at. You walk in your crimson robe and silver, and your fourteen alley cats. Your men all walk behind you. I know that’s not where I should be at. I know that there’s something about you, and this time I know you’ll be mine. I know you’re strong, I don’t doubt you, but I ain’t wasting no more precious time. You can hide in your silver box, with your newspaper coat and blues. I’ve got a key to every lock, and your dummies can’t stop me from breaking through. You know I know it’s true. So come out from your library book and your plastic keychain soul. Take off your glasses and get a better look Drag yourself out of your hole ‘Cuz I’m taking you anyway and I ain’t holdin’ nothin’ back. So you can get rid of your confusion and lose your Tom and Jack.
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Sometimes you get ahead Sometimes you wind up dead Sometimes you fly away Sometimes you're stuck to pay She said I take too long I said you wait too long I guess I ain't that strong Sometimes I'm always strong Oh, yeah hey hey hey That's the way it goes, I know Sometimes you get real high Other times, you still get high Sometimes you gotta lie I never thought she'd say goodbye
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Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Brian's cryin' from the trouble he's hidin' Yeah, he's cryin' from the trouble he's hidin' Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready The dogs are barkin' when my car is parkin' Dylan's thinkin' that he should be drinkin' Andy's quiet 'bout quittin' his diet Damon's jokin' 'bout the shit we been smokin' Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready Ledie's preggie and I don't think she's ready
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Gold 03:50
Aaron died among the flowers and the whole world turned to gold He stuck his feet in situations where people don't grow old Now another day is turning and so is my mind the Sky is colored deeper than feelings I took all that I could find
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Stumble 'round like a moron Walk into the wall Fall into the back seat I hit my head on the floor Live in confusion Trip and fall Squirm around on the carpet Writhe around in a hole Can't forget you (It'll get you) Can't forget you (It'll get you)
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In my Cadillac I keep my seats rolled back and an angel on my dashboard I been listenin’ to Kerouac And playin’ along on a washboard I’m gonna take it down to New Orleans and put some voodoo on Jack and some whiskey on Steve and some whiskey on Steve and some whiskey on Steve and some whiskey on Steve and some whiskey on Steve I’m gonna raid the tomb of Marie Laveau carve an X on my forehead When I’m told it’s time to go I’m gonna dig down deeper instead I got some chicken in a pan I‘m gonna eat it, yes I am Gonna put aside my current reservations put a needle in my eye Gonna listen in to your conversation and leave your words to wither and die I’m gonna smoke an entire uwanga bag Float around on the ceiling Gonna dance to Scott Joplin’s rags ‘till my legs, they loose all feeing Gonna wear my clothes until they stink put a cobra on my sleeve Gonna put umbrellas in my drinks and retreat to the bar and never leave
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Grease on the wheel, blood on my thumb. Replace the bearings and rotate the drum. Sweat in my eye, burn on my shoulder. The days get longer and I keep getting older. Mud caked boots, trout on a line. Chewin’ black tobacco, drinkin’ Woodbridge wine. Take off your clothes, jump in a creek. Cut your toe on a bottle catch a crow by its beak. I found my baby hanging from a telephone pole. If I ever get her down I swear I’ll never let her go Lockjaw tetanus, rabid hounds. In the Carolina heat She’s gonna show me what she found. Flat wound strings on a broken guitar. I keep a 12 gauge shotgun on the front seat of my car. I shoot cats of the fence in my neighbor’s back yard. My pistol barrel’s smokin’ and my fingers are charred. Corn fed Mexican, cotton field. Grits in a bowl is my favorite meal Cotton gin, roof tin, tractor pull. I keep my sideburns slick with the spit of a bull. Brylcream, collard green, widow’s peak. I keep my toothpick soaked in gasoline. Castor oil, tin foil, hair on my back. I keep my woman satisfied in my Cadillac. In my Cadillac…
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Aphrodisiac 02:14
I went out to search for truth but all I found was a telephone booth Now I'm down and cryin' at your door 'cuz my baby don't love me anymore I dropped my cigarettes in the rain and left my 8-tracks on a train Now I ain't got nothin' to smoke or hear and a hobo stole my last bottle of beer I got naked at a checkout stand my groceries were stolen by Ayn Rand Mama said "Don't come 'round here no more 'cuz my mouth is tired and my fists can't fight no more." She said "There's nothin' left to talk about, so get your shit together and get the hell out." So I closed my eyes and swallowed the Georgia sun and I hit the roof with a six pack and a gun I held your hand then I found out you were a man I put on my old tin shoes and I pounded out the Boston blues 'cuz nothing's what it seems and I'm drinking down a drunken dream Yeah, nothing's what it seems and I'm drinking down another drunken dream
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Plastic Cup 02:47
Ghetto blastin’ butt bustin’ out on the scene. Don’t be green, ‘cuz it’s alright. Don’t be afraid, smoke your last cigarette. And don’t forget it’s so dark and cold. It’s too early to go to sleep, so I drink another cup of cheep red wine. It’s past the time. Don’t close your eyes. No, no, don’t close your eyes or you may find it’s all in your head. and you don’t want somethin’ this good to disappear Holdin' up to a plastic cup and you know when it’s really time to go. And you know when it’s really time to go.
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Oktober 12:09
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ghostship 04:00
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pamplemousse 06:06
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Dark Moments 03:04
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Zed Lepley 03:04
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mshr•m 11:41
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BURNT CRUST 01:27
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Deep End I 00:37
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Deep End II 00:51
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Deep End III 00:35
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Deep End IV 02:09
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Deep End V 01:40
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Windbreaker 01:06
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Daybreak 04:04
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Gisella II 03:14
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Connect Four 02:54
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SRF TRP 02:49
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DUMMI III 02:26
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DUMMI I 01:00
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DUMMI II 00:45
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DUMMI V 01:00
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DUMMI IV 01:08
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DUMMI VI 02:10
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Cowpoke 00:54
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Section Five 01:33
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Sowieso 01:28
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Neuchâtel 01:02
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Düsseldorf 01:16
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Cargo 03:04
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es regnent 04:42
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/lɘv/ 03:58
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Caldwell I 00:42
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Gimme a break
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Spare Change is a compilation for songs without a home. These songs never fit on albums or were intended for albums that never were released, recorded for films/advertisements, or fell through the cracks. Well, fear not, my beautiful little babies- I have found the place for you!

All songs are presented in the highest audio quality possible, as much of this is archival material and sound sources are limited.

All songs are in chronological order.

Each song profile contains lyrics, personnel listing, and recording information.

Performers: Aaron Lepley, Justin Alderman, Miko Amore, Andy Ball, Dylan Bell, Jeff Beyer, Derek Blankenship, Alan Bonko, Ekaterina Capatides, Philip Charos, Luis Damiani, Brooke Dansberger, Bonnie Deeds, Bobby Dean Dempsey, Damon Dougherty, Sean Dougherty, Kimberly Duxbury, Vincent Euliano, Alex Fink, Ashley Firth, Michael Frazier, Pat Gallo, Steve Glichowski, Joe Grady, Melissa Grady, Sean Hamilton, Susanna Hancock, Jackson Harpe, Jonathan Hunt, Brett Johnston, Kaiser, T.J. King, Adam Lepley, Kim Stein-Lepley, Paul Lewis, Rebecca Lima, Evan Lloyd, Scott Long, Cliff Longcoy, Suzi Matthey, J. D. Mattiloli, Scott Moore, Bennett Reasor, Noah Redstone, George Reese, Steve Seachrist, Marie Sinco, Angie Smith, Eric Soelzer, Jack Spatafora, Charles Stephens, Florida Summers, Jason Testasecca, Kelly Rae Tolbert, Chris Trojnar, Liza Wakeman, Mike Welch, Bailea Woodall, and Dalton Voss.

Recording engineers, editors, conductors et al.:
Aaron Lepley, Justin Alderman, Eric Combs, Damon Dougherty, Sandra Glichowski, Steve Glichowski, Tyler Jopek, Kim Stein-Lepley, J.D. Mattioli, Michael Reedy, Paul Reller, Steve Seachrist, Baljinder Sekhon, Jason Testasecca, Jon Tolbert, and Henry Vankesteren Watts.

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released December 31, 2021

Mastered by Aaron Lepley at The Ranch, Austin, Texas; and The Fortress, Oakland, California.

Photography and artwork by Daniel Newcomb

©2021 Dean Street Music (ASCAP)

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Aaron Lepley Austin, Texas

Aaron Lepley is a composer, performer, and educator who currently lives in Austin, TX. His music ranges from works for full orchestra, small ensembles, solo pieces, electronic music, and various hybrids thereof. He received the Master of Music in Composition from the University of South Florida and creates original compositions for advertisements, film, and multimedia art installations. ... more

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