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Loose Ends

by Aaron Lepley

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1.
Got no religion, got no T.V. Ain’t got no women chasing after me and the road ahead looks pretty dark from what I see Don’t know where I’m goin’ or where I’ve gone Lost on this dark road every turn is wrong Now I’m singing a lonely country song The turn ahead is much too sharp and the traveling is looking dark I wish I had some time to rest or park Ain’t got no women, ain’t got no booze Just got a radio bringing bad news Now I’m sitting on my porch playing the blues And the skies were looking grey And the boats were docked at the bay And something inside of me wishes it would rain Don’t know where I’m going or where I’ve been I’m hoping this lady will let me in and the happy times will finally begin
2.
Living in a darkend haze I walked around an endless maze of drunken bars and magazines Living somewhere in between The line between the good and bad I never knew just what I had She held me close and said it'd be alright I have seen the light I took the good and I took the bad I took whatever they had I was holding on to a desperate tip as blood ran down onto my lip I ran through streets and thoroughfare snow falling in my hair I searched all day and I searched all night I have found her and have seen the light I ran on down to Times Square to see what I could pick up there I found some love and I found some hate but neither seemed to be too great I fell into a book of dreams where nothing's really what it seems she rescued me on a downward flight I have seen the light I've seen the devil and I've seen the son I took my chances with the chosen one I took a grasp and sealed my fate although my time was running late I scurried deep to shadows bare and found desolation there She pulled me out with all her might I have seen the light
3.
Why did I see you again? Why did I give into sin? Why do I look in your eyes? Why do I believe your lies? Why do I try to turn my head, when you turn it back instead? Why do I push you from me? Why try to deny destiny? You’re my angel, my muse, my worst excuse, my Medusa, my curse, a turn towards the worse. Your Egyptian eyes, and your solemn refrain: Will you be my demise, or will you bring me back again? Why do I try to understand your deceiving ways? Should I take you by the hand, or punch you in your face? Why don’t you listen to me? Why embrace misery? Why rely on misplaced deeds, or ensue charity? I won’t treat you unkind, or forget your last name. I will stand by your side, if you do for me the same.
4.
What’s in the box, baby? What’s inside? Somebody’s secret Or hidden pride? Something worth seeing? Something diseased? Could it be human; could it be me? Where did it come? Is there writing outside? Is it worth looking into? Who will decide? Is it something for nothing, Or is it all for not? Should we pry it open, Or leave it to rot? What’s in your heart, baby? What’s writhing inside? What’s to discover? Has something died? I wanna know, dear, what you’re keeping from me. Should I put on my glasses? Is there something to see?
5.
Loose Ends 06:56
These loose ends are strangling me Pulling me away from who I used to be Can't get it together, its ripping me apart Getting dragged to pieces Gotta get back to the start I have given all I have, and sold the rest away I let it go and said goodbye, there's no more yesterday (yesterday) I hung my heart upon the wall, I couldn't make it stick Slow and saccharine, sweet it was The thorns were coated thick (Coated thick) I can't see in front of me You could be all that's left of me I have so much to say, but just can't find the words Wandering in wilderness, my skin exposed to burn Someone show me mercy, I've been struggling oh, so long I've been languid in my loneliness, drowning in my song You have taken all I have and thrown the rest away No recompense for circumstance There's nothing left to say (Left to say) I won't look for you anymore, in shadows or in light Reconcile, reprimand, I never got it right (Got it right) You can leave so easily You'll never be the best of me Say hello to happenstance, let's throw it to the wind Secondary second chance, its time to start again (Start again)
6.
Miami 01:36
I am a passenger, don't know if i'll last here, sir Tryin' to keep my head above the water. But I can still see the shoreline of Miami. I forgot your name, babe. Everything's changed; Nothing's the same after Miami. Palm trees and summer rain. Grey skies and hurricanes. I am a passenger trying to get out of here. And I'm never coming back; Never coming back to Miami.
7.
Goodbye 10:00
Goodbye, it's time to say goodbye Goodbye, I wont forget good times Goodbye, when things once seemed fine Goodbye, why must this be goodbye? Ghosts and neglect Before you left you were lost forlorn withdrawn already gone When something's not right it's wrong did we drag it out too long? We're dealt what we least expect, cherishing regret Early morning rolling fog the hills were draped in dew Every evening side by side the days were fresh and new Golden hair and silver string we tied them in a knot Lost ourselves along the way and forgot forget-me-nots Oh to return to the place which we once knew If you turn around and look at me I'll come running back to you There's nothing left to be said about yesterday Let's give it one more chance don't throw it all away Don't throw it all away
8.
Dear Sue 03:32
This torrid affair has gone nowhere Cut your losses cut your sails Get your mind on better times Take me home dear Sue Echandens My passport’s gone Some are stronger some are strong Sing with me this lonesome song Take me home dear Sue What went wrong I may never understand Were you fooling me or was I just fooling myself? It blew away like a feather on the back of my hand Shut your eyes paint your lids reminisce the things we did Now you treat me like a kid just stay away dear Sue Made your choice spoke your voice Fucked my friends that’s not nice Our love is dead clear my head Just stay away dear Sue I don’t like what you’re doin’ ‘cuz you’re doin’ it to me Your unfettered callous direct approach You pass off cruelty as honesty Your blonde is black that’s what I lack You’ve forsaken all you can’t attack Before I fall shut up and pack Don’t look back dear Sue Don’t look back Don’t turn back dear Sue Don’t turn back Don’t look back dear Sue
9.
All your angels have gone away there's no time left for to pray it never did you much good anyway yesterday or tomorrow Your children have all grown and gone like ashes spread across your lawn A lion tears the flesh from a fawn with no regret or sorrow Were we wrong along? Were we wrong...? All your dreams have gone up in flames You only have yourself to blame it's really always been the same beg steal or borrow The schooners have set their sails from your eyes will fall the scales A serpent swallows its own tail sinking fang into marrow Were we wrong along? We we wrong...? Nothing ever goes as planned and no one understands the past ain't too away I've been there, I've lived there I'm still there today All your nightmares have come back home there's no time left to atone cuz they've never really left you alone buried deep in sleep's meadow Were we wrong along? We we wrong...?
10.
I was yours In our other life Tile stained TVs plied high You were mine Guiding wingless flight In another time In another life Will I ever get back to you? Icarus and Bruegel blue Consummate and tried and true Who was lying to whom? I was lost Elevator blues Bloody nose Don't know what to do Grey hotel In a desert town Forest green Upon a lake unknown Secrets deep swim all alone Silver foil and telescopes Wet hair and plush bathrobes Was I lying to myself? Cold steel, blank stares, lover's games Liquor stores, thin disguises, sad charades False eyelash, compass cracked, bottles break Regalia for another fools parade You were there In our other life When with you It's always Christmas time Nestle in Unmade bed, spilt gin Can we really go through this again? In our other life.

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Musicians:
Aaron Lepley: acoustic guitar, bass, electric guitar, harmonica, lap steel, Moog Rogue, tambourine, Wurlitzer electric piano, vocals
Lindsay Barchard: vocals
Katie Butler: viola
Damon Dougherty: drums
Sean Hamilton: drums
J.D. Mattioli: drums, vocals
George Reese: bass
Steve Seachrist: pedal steel
David Singleton: electric guitar
Kim Stein-Lepley: electric guitar, vocals
Dave Teten: bass

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released March 27, 2020

Recorded at The Moontower, Tampa, Florida; The Ranch, Austin, Texas; and Radon Recording, Atlanta, Georgia.

Mixed by Douglas Cox and Aaron Lepley at The Ranch, Austin, Texas.

Mastered by Douglas Cox at Red Rug Recording, Austin, Texas.

Artwork by Daniel Newcomb

© 2020 Dean Street Music (ASCAP)

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Aaron Lepley Austin, Texas

Aaron Lepley is a composer, performer, and educator who currently lives in Austin, TX. His music ranges from works for full orchestra, small ensembles, solo pieces, electronic music, and various hybrids thereof. He received the Master of Music in Composition from the University of South Florida and creates original compositions for advertisements, film, and multimedia art installations. ... more

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